"Dawn breaks, like a bullet through the heart."

For some reason, I cannot stand Cameron Diaz.

But makes me wonder, do some people feel the same about me?

I'm sure they do. Some, anyway. And I really don't mind that. It's kind of nice. Balance.

On a similar note, I've been very annoyed lately. Certain people are just getting to me. Maybe it's because I try to be nice, and it just doesn't work. At least, not in my strange mind. I'm sure it works to them, and as such requires no more thought. This is why the number of people I get close to, not just say things to, is so incredibly small. So I'm gonna go back to not trying, and hope that makes me feel better.

Prehaps I should explain the lack of postings here. Someone I'm a fan of has something called "Not A Blog." Not a blog because, afterall, a blog is something one daily, or at least weekly, posts in. He just can't do that, for whatever reason. And I can't either. For many reasons. Most days, I just don't feel like it. Other days, I forget all about it. Most the time, I don't want to share. It's private. And if I want someone to read my personal affairs, I'll tell them.